Tuesday, June 26, 2007
I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
be everything that you need
I love you more with every breath
truly madly deeply do
I will be strong
I will be faithful
Coz I'm counting on
a new beginning
a reason for living
a deeper meaning
and when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky
I'll make a wish send it to heaven then make you want to cry
the tears of joy for all the pleasure in the certainty
that we're surrounded by the highest powers
in lonely hours
the tears devour you
oh cant you see it
you dont have to close your eyes
coz its standing right here before you
all that you need will surely come
I want to stand with you on a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I want to lay like this forever
until the sky falls down on me
if only you knew
a star fell from the sky;
6:51 PM
Monday, June 25, 2007
even forever dont seem like long enough
a star fell from the sky;
7:39 PM
Thursday, June 21, 2007
its back to sch in three days. amazing how time flies during the hols. haha. kinda feeling detached from school and how sch life is and sch friends now but im sure it'll all come crashing back. yeah, you can never forget some things. haha esp torturous things.
muggings not going that well. but like what i always tell mimi, end goal is a levels. so really, not doing well for this test is no reason to panic. of course, we shld still do our best since its a practice but keep it in perspective. its the a level cert at the end of it all that matters. so chin up, everyone! life goes on.
but i feel the urgency. which is good. its come to the point again where you gotta keep reminding yourself that the impt exam is in roughly 120 more days.
you know how you used to postpone the real studying because you thought it wasnt time to get down to so serious work?
how you took midyrs/promos/ct so lightly coz its not that impt?
how you thought you didnt need to be so clear abt sth coz theres still time to get it straightened out?
how you always think theres still time to figure out what ure not so clear about?
how you always think somehow, you'll get everything figured out so you dont need to ask now?
well. that time is NOW, my dear ming. NOW NOW NOW NOW. because, theres no better time than the present and hmm, theres the small matter of a mere 120 days to As. and you know, theres really quite alot of things you need to get straightened out.
so everyone. i hope this is inspiring you guys to mug now.
coz you've got one shot, one opportunity to seize everything you've ever wanted.
are you gonna capture it or let it slip?
a star fell from the sky;
3:34 PM
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
What I've Done
-Linkin Park
In this farewell
There’s no blood
There’s no Alibi
‘Cause I’ve Drawn Regret
For the Truth
Of a Thousand Lies
So let Mercy Come
And Wash Away
What I’ve Done
I’ve Faced myself
To Cross out what I’ve Become
Erase Myself
And let Go of What I’ve done
Put to rest
What you Thought of Me
Well I Cleaned this Slate
With the Hands of Uncertainty
For What I’ve Done
I’ll start again
And whatever pain may come
Today this ends
I’m Forgiving What I’ve Done!!!
What I’ve Done
Forgiving What I’ve Done
a star fell from the sky;
10:09 PM
Sunday, June 10, 2007
the whole gigantic HGA!
caroline and the bag of ice :)
the brilliant but very quiet delegates of IRAN!
get ready for SOCIAL NIGHT! notice the purple stuff we are wearing. haha the theme was PURPLE RAIN.
us in our "home"! love our home man. haha.
us and the rj delegates representing czechoslovakia. haha and the guy on the extreme right is the soccer guy. he scored one of the penalties! quick WHACK HIM!!
four of us :)
us and bridge mates edward and hocklu.
us and edward.
and of course, have to end off with another classic pic :)
thats all for now folks. going to kope the rest of e pics from caroline man. enjoy the rest of your hols! all two weeks of it :)
a star fell from the sky;
1:56 PM
its been one whole week since i came online man. haha and two days since i came back from smun 2007. haha i have to say the smun was fun. at least i didnt feel that it was draggy at all and the days seemed to pass quite fast. although com sessions were boring sometimes, the passing notes was damn fun. haha im quite addicted to it. too bad we cant pass random notes for fun. and im really thankful that i had caroline to spend my 96 str hours with. haha i think we've both had a taste of what hostel life wld be like if we share a room :) but without the clubbing and all. the first night we had a screening of lovewrecked. the second night we watched brokeback mountain with the two aj guys. i only rmbr one was called wanyi. cant rmbr what the other guy's name is alr. haha. but it was damn funny to watch with them. haha what with the gay porn jokes and all. still rmbr one super classic one. cant rmbr who said it tho.
ming: are they gonna be gay forever? like even when their 60 and all.
one of the guys: yeah. got viagra what. just that both of them must take.
LOL.
and the last night we made new random friends. haha. we got to know darrell [from rj soccer! post his pic nxt time so u can whack him if u see him] and another two aj guys and hocklu from cj. haha i think its quite funny that we dont really know the names of the pple in our com. we call them by countries can. like darrell and kezhong from czech and yufei from iceland and hocklu from myanmar [whom im sure everyone rmbrs] and edward from vietnam all the pple that we only can recognise by their face and country. haha. cute man. nxt time if we see each other outside are we gonna go hey vietnam!! i rmbr you!! haha. most prob i think. coz i still dont know the names of the rest of the pple. haha and of course we had anghong and zhichen to company us when we were bored. tho i have to say that they are unreliable company. coz they always wanna do work/sleep/who knows what. so lucky we had all the other random pple if not we wld be seriously damn bored. oh and of course the other four vj girls in hga: chinghui and lisabelle from east germany and the other two ip girls from france. but i think one sentence caroline said sums the whole experience up the best. she said "if they have the most sorang delegates, we'll confirm win it". HAHA. have to admit that the first few days we were quite isolated. coz we werent so vocal during com sessions and didnt participate in late night discussions. luckily it got better. and by the time i was kinda getting into the thing it was time to leave. oh well. i'll always rmbr the day that we overslept and woke up at 821 when com session starts at 9. and the night [or rather morning] we slept at 530 and woke up at 7 to check out and all. and we were so scared that we wld oversleep like mad. and that same night that alvin the sec-gen came to our door and caroline asked him which country hes representing. and of course, cant forget the LANKA GUY!! haha and all the calls of LANKA!! that kept following him. you guys are damn bad. haha. and the rj delegates who were really damn suay. second night they went MOS and somehow got caught. maybe they shldnt have told like everyone that they were going. haha. and the last night they went vivo to watch ocean's 13 and someone had a seizure so they had to call an ambulance and inform the pssoc pple and forfeit their tickets. haha. luckily we were late that night. if not we wld have joined them. gosh.
and congrats to everyone who won prizes at smun! can write in your top 3 achievements alr. haha. okay enough words. time for some pics!
a star fell from the sky;
1:20 PM
Sunday, June 03, 2007
just remembered sth from mass today.
suffering teaches you patience, patience gives you perseverance, and perseverance gives you HOPE.
a star fell from the sky;
11:42 PM
i wonder if hols are good. sure, u get to catch up on your sleep, do things u always wanted to do and all. but dont u think that its during hols that things really change? and they change irreversibly too. during hols is when relationships really change and i dunno if thats a good or bad thing man. i can get really zibi sometimes. i suppose thats when its a bad thing. coz i just hide at home and stay away from all contact with the outside world. and it can get really hard to come out of that. at least when u go to sch u have no choice but to interact with everybody else. and u cant be zibi. aiya i dunno. ranting alr. update another time.
i dont know why i let you do this to meagain and again and againyou'd think i'd learn from past experiences
maybe i should stop lying to myself that this time will be different
a star fell from the sky;
10:17 PM
caroline and the bag of ice :)
the brilliant but very quiet delegates of IRAN!
get ready for SOCIAL NIGHT! notice the purple stuff we are wearing. haha the theme was PURPLE RAIN.
us in our "home"! love our home man. haha.
us and the rj delegates representing czechoslovakia. haha and the guy on the extreme right is the soccer guy. he scored one of the penalties! quick WHACK HIM!!
four of us :)
us and bridge mates edward and hocklu.
us and edward.
and of course, have to end off with another classic pic :)